Turuz Hautapu Poems

I saw you today, and my heart jumped
I saw you today, and I ran away
I saw you today, and you didn't look too bad
I saw you today, and I wanted to die
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I want to fly
Fly away from this pain that haunts me
I want to swim
Swim from the faces that stare
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Happy times come
Happy times go
When you're happy
Everyone is in the know
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If only you could feel
That the love I feel is truly real
If only we could see
The love you've given me
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How is it after just one word from you, i become mute
After one phone call, i become someone i'm not
After one little text, i can be the happiest or most depressed person alive
After one fluke moment, i meet you
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Lying in your arms is where I always want to be;
Smelling your sweet scent
Listening to your heart beat
Touching your body
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I'm falling so fast
The world is different now
I can't see anything clearly anymore
It's like I'm blinded but have never been able to see any clearer
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Why is this hurting?
Why is it all I can think about?
What am i supposed to do about it?
How do I rise above this?
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My eyes have stopped crying
My lips have stopped yearning
My brain has stopped spinning
My arms have stopped wanting
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Every now and then we have to reassess ourselves
Sometimes we have to take another look at life
What we want
What we don't want
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