Twisted Moon

This place is foggy,
Infested with haze,
I am still groggy,
As I crawl through this maze
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Three hours of flowers once again,
And we were never promised a rose garden,
Take the time to be true, exactly who we are,
As we dance among the twisted moon and tangled stars.
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I am embarrassed beyond all mention,
A slave for your attention,
How can I be so pathetic?
For a heart so prosthetic.
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Just be silent,
There’s no point in talking when nobody’s listening,
Beautiful and violent,
How the cold and red rain is still glistening.
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The truth shall set you free?
Well I guess it did for me,
I am free of a happy family,
My father in prison for two, maybe three,
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I make up memories in my head,
Of us rolling around smiling in a bed,
And I listen to the words you never said,
At this moment my heart is warm and I smile.
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Me and you are kinetic balls on a pendulum,
Our lovers come and go,
Bouncing off of us, sometimes violently,
But no matter what happens,
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You and I are two special sauce beef patties on a sesame seed bun,
Meant to be together, meant to have fun,
Exactly the same in every single way,
Destined to be together forever and a day,
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I stare at a white screen
As hollow as my dreams
I look up at the sky
If it is real then I will fry
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I have so much energy inside,
I want to take the world and go for a ride,
Confetti, hate and sex passing me by,
The world getting me high.
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I have tried my best and done all that I can,
And the answer is no, I've actually never felt like less of a man,
I obsess and I slave, in my efforts to make you smile,
Knowing full well you'll be writing another sad poem about me in a little while.
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I look into your eyes,
I see the sadness and the faded lies,
The loss of color from forgotten cries,
The reflection of your soul inside.
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I see my shadowy silhouette,
As I gaze into your gleaming but gloomy lenses,
And at last I come to my senses,
It's as if I'm seeing you for the first time,
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Too empty to even cry
All my friends are gone
And I know exactly why
They've turned their backs on me and moved on
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Just two nights ago you were in my arms,
And I was cheering you up with my childish charm,
And you looked into my eyes with pure bliss,
And you leaned in for one last kiss.
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So afraid of what can come,
How can we be so dumb?
This is our lives we are messing with,
Please let us get away with it.
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Maybe one day in a million years,
You will stumble upon and read this,
And you will remember our thoughts and fears,
And the foolish and sexy bliss,
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Everything is going to be okay
Or that's what I tell myself anyway
But things just seem so distant
So delicate, so inconsistent
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I guess we sort of lost our way
Somewhere between night and day
Between the reasons of why and where
We forgot the reasons that we ever cared
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A fragment of a thought
Distracted and distraught
Lessons left untaught
A soul that has been bought
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