Vocal Stains

Searched the world for answers, solace, little trickles of happiness,
Climbed mountains, swam the ocean, crossed sands and forests,
I found the answer walking with me, giggles that adorn my fate,
Sometimes all you need is not the glorified pennies or the fame,
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Am I in a latent whiff of future or a manifestation of thoughts,
Deep, floating in a confounded array of hues and embellished distraughts,
All I see across are dark shades of grey, eyes closed, senses high,
A slip away from reality, time-bound nature, heavy breaths and wailing cry.
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An eerie of silence in a world of chaos, I dine alone in the buffet,
Lucid air of laughter, a fog of dark anger in me,
Gagged for thought, the calm silence devoid of the birds,
Before the tsunami of fervour strike, in all its might and glory,
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I lie tired, even the sleep has deprived me of calmness, of a serene breath,
Drained of life, laughter, purpose and soul,
Feigning a smile, making a mockery of the self so that the bleeding is hidden,
Wishing it all comes undone once and for all but knowing that it's all gone.
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Two natural arts conflate, boundless, she gleamed,
Wind in her hair locks, the evening hues on her flesh,
Where does that boundary end, where does it start,
A world within a life, blooming across the horizon,
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