Treasure Island

Yvette Marina Nario

(11/16 / NEW YORK, NEW YORK)

360 CONCEPT Versus CLIMACTIC FALL: Letter to AB Unpublished Direct~


I wanna say I miss u... I do.... I don't....don't remind me that I VIBRATIONALLY/UNCONDITIONALLY said, ' I Love You'(I said it many Neptunic & Plutonic times...COUnTLESS..InFinite..DITTOS) ...I can't cuz I know it means nothing if I don't have U (why did I push u away(?) remind me....) so now that I know...I...don't have U (i didn't mean to... I'm sorry..(Why am I apologizing(?) (?) (?) .. I should have been more patient..I shouldn't have just... just pushed U away... My silly picS...(DiD I DECEIVE yOuR EYES(?)) ..I kNow I meant to...at the TImE..the MoMeNT I Knew U Weren't ReAL As U PROmiSed U Would BE... My throbbing voice mail(The One I mentioned the Protector...there was None!) .. intended to hurt U...(I was protecting myself...remember your words in your messages to me...all of them I saved...to remind me) only because U hurt me...(I need to Harden me..my heart) ...I'm Sorry..I wonder why...why this is....why did we live up to that break up to make up oldie song(?) ..Here I go again...this broken ReCord playing Hurts my Ears..(Why did we ever come together to draw away from one another(?) ..(this sounds familiar) ..why so much energy consumed on one another..(I did this once before..) .. all for little elemental backward consciousnesses that was once felt- -(There WAS An ORIGIN..REMEMBER...) To even say the word 'WAS' was a thing...a PAST thing- ReinForced- to mean back in time.. Not- Now- time -but- a -Yesterday- TIME...a thing of the PAST.....I went through that past.... That past break up...once before(1X) ... Lucky Me-Fortunate ME..(I don't think I like Falling in LOVE..and Out of it..it HurTTSSS) only went through once before..(Thank The ONE Above) ...Seen Felt Heard only once before.....(17 yrs of beautiful frozen memories....(Fall September 1992... March 2007 (revelation/realization/awakening) September 2009(Closing Time) ~ A night of never-ending TRUTH/FACTS of what WAS experienced behind the scenes(the details he told me (RN) in that ROoM of the HOUSE I once knew(the one waiting to be transformed to a Bigger Palace) ..they HURt...the DeTAILS... he told me...they HuRt me sooo...my HEART...MY BODY...& My WORLD were STuNG) that lead to my Microscopic EYES -ImPRInT...to finally arise 2009~ A new Construction U made out of me 'March 7,2011' (that MONDAY..U member) the moment You stepped into my New World mid January 2011. U were the CLIMAX/the ASCENSION of my story... my past..all of Sudden.. turned into a New BeGiNninG......(ReMEMber yOUR WoRDS To me(?) If only I open up my Heart to U(YOU SaID...) ~and I did...after your MoNThS of EXCAVATION) ~ my ears popped(U Finally BRoke ThROUGh ME) ... YOU made me fall in LOVE with U~ how could I not see U wanted to feed me with the attractive Scent- Nepeta Cataria- the one I feed my Misty~(the cat's High for twirling in circles - -to create an interesting amusement- other than a purring life of Catnip) blew me away~~So many bad moments twirled & Spinned to beautifying intimate bonds Touching the insides- scattering all over blood cells... To say that it WAS ' once lived ' brings a disturbing emptiness to my gut...LUCID IN VISION...(to find myself doing a 360 all over again)
The Heaven delved into...unsuccessful in height, weight and depth....We've departed from the connectional frequency... Scattering Imulses~ a nightmare dimensional climactic Fall~...we LoST us...to LAND ONCE MoRE

Submitted: Thursday, September 05, 2013
Edited: Tuesday, November 05, 2013

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