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I have two daughters.
They are all I ever wanted from the earth.
Or almost all.
I also wanted one piece of ground:
One city trapped by hills. One urban river. An island in its element.
So I could say mine. My own. And mean it.
Now they are grown up and far away and memory itself has become an emigrant, wandering in a place where love dissembles itself as landscape:
Where the hills are the colour's of a child's eyes, where my children are distances, horizons:
At night, on the edge of sleep, I can see the shore of Dublin Bay. Its rocky sweep and its granite pier.
Is this, I say how they must have seen it, backing out on the mailboat at twilight,
shadows falling on everything they had to leave? And would love forever? And then
I imagine myself at the landward rail of that boat searching for the last sight of a hand.
I see myself on the underwold side of that water, the darkness coming in fast, saying all the names I know for a lost land:
Ireland. Absence. Daughter.
Eavan Boland
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