Ace Of Black Hearts Poems

I got the drugs beat.
Have for years.
Surrounding yourself with addicts what could go wrong.
Having the polar opposite effect.
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A rock and hard place.
In-between and on my knees.
Begging God please.
If you will, if you might.
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Wait but I'm different,
Wait but I'm special,
Wait, Wait, Wait, how would you know if you never gave me a chance.
Rejection from first glance.
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I feel so alone.
Even more so every single day.
My struggles are my own.
No family to lean on.
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Writing to escape this feeling.
Writing to remember the past.
Writing to avoid anything that last.
Writing just to lose the time.
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Forsaken by the days sunlight.
Who knew the rays would be so bright.
What if I don't want to surrender.
Not when I have so much fight left.
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The silent lie.
You can't hear it.
But that doesn't mean it isn't really there.
Just a simple omission of existence.
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The winding road to redemption.
Can it ever truly be found.
The lie keeps getting passed around.
We all make assumptions, most are absolutely harmless.
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Can't you see the wounds your inflicting.
I'm just trying to heal.
And you continue to attempt to burn my candle at both ends.
It's indefensible, no matter the reason.
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I'm so tired of writing this sad song.
Give me something happy.
Give me the perfect ending instead of a tragedy.
I doubt anyone can keep up not with the way my mind buzzes to the left to the right.
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