Not Ready To Let Go Poem by Ace Of Black Hearts

Killer roads.
A cross staked among broken glass.
A reminder of the past with a crumpled up photograph.
Are you faking it.
A wolf yet to be heard.
Calamity of the absurd.
Just do it, and the mind goes right.
A snap judgement, an unequivocal sentiment.
Truly you won't.
Oh please do.
Go ahead come unglued.
Take some pills, heres the knife.
Such a wasted life.
Everything has a price.
No matter the cost I want it.
Here, now, later, swimming with the alligators.
Oh what sharp teeth you have.
A bite so trite.
Petty, ridding a blue jetty.
Speed is thrill.
Ice cold water to chill.
Making another deal.
Trying to not feel.
Another empty bottle.
Another object to swallow.
Sober enough to know you don't want to be.
Acid eating at skin.
So vulnerable, so defenseless.
If you believe that let me steer.
Let me create the fear.
Driving into an oncoming deer.
Cutting of your ear.
Stop me when I'm getting close.
Putting up the post.
A knoose that won't let go.
Gathering family and friends for the horror show.
Still not ready to let go.
Well so am I just so you know.