Ahtivah Lawton

Mother, can you hear me?
Mother, screaming out in agony
Mother, I just want you to come home and scream out to me
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(Just inspired by experiences of others and my surroundings)

They see on the first glance and began to ake strategies to get into that girls pants.
They operate, stratergize and hallucinate their alternative ways and see what kind of girls could they get in a number count of days.
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Yes...finally i have deleted this thing out of my life
He is deleted off my buddy list even tho i hesitated twice
I even dreamt about being his wife not thinking about all of the consequences with dealing with his strife!
Yes...finally i have deleted him out of my life
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(this is suppose to be a Haiku, and i had many version of this but i guess this is the best!)
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10-11-93 is when pity was born
when unbelievers, fornicators, and thieves were born
10-11-93 is when prejudice was born
when Emmit Till was sabatoged and killed of looking the wrong
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(wow i jus sat down here and wrote this poem...didnt even kno where this was going to lead me or what to write about..but i love it...but i need a title.....'Free'..'Not Being Free'...or 'And thats True'....help me to decide!) ..okay im going with the title 'The Imprisoned Noun'
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My relapse is the brown skin...brohawk,6 feet bogus guy, who really isnt my type - and i dont love but I want and like him - why? ? ?

HE IS MY RELAPSE..needing the satisfaction and the calming relaxation of my nerves, because if I dont get my drug I become an unwanty junky...beginning to beg for change and for food since im hungry...putting myself in the industry of prostitution that i risk getting raped....getting serious migrane headaches and developing the shakes.
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Are you worth the pain, agony, sweat and tears
worth of unhappiness, pain and fears.
Is Anybody Worth That?
Are you worth opening yourself up like a trash can, letting all types of garbage come in - metal and plastic..things that takes away your value from within?
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(people who know me...this is just something that naturally came out when i started to write...not a true story..jus haad to let yall know)

His ingorance caught my attention on the primary glance even thought his attitude was so uncharming.
His annoying ways pushed my back up against the wall leaving me to have all my innocent ways fall.
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(i really dont like it but whatever)

They got the same nose...o wow look at the size of his and her chin...you cant tell me that she did not orignate from within
They both have the same place of dimples and development of pimples but most importantly do they share the same DNA? ...but he is denyng her bcuz he was gay and although he dont wanna have nothing to do with them...she looks jus like him
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Thinking about the days I use to dream
Only able to afford quarter juices & welfare ice cream
Growing up seeing brothers in gangs, children begging for change and boys tryna spit game
Game...game was life... mothers giving there daughters up for a sacrifice....
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