Ally Tenebrae Poems

Loving you is something that kills me inside
Deep down the real me squirms and hides
It so hard to not care to pretend I hate
Being with you is like going against fate
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Broken inside
You sat and you cried
Thinking it was all your fault
Betrayed by who you thought was a responsible adult
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End the Pain...
Im insane..!
Cut me open and watch my blood rain!
Put a bullet in my Head!
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The feeling
The feeling you give me is something I can't explain
The feeling you give me nearly drives me insane
I can almost feel your touch
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Waiting and Waiting
For some kind of response
I hug my knees and bite my nail
I thought true love was always suppose to prevail
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What love causes
Can be happiness
Sadness
Pain
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My bones tremble my body shakes
It feels as if the whole earth quakes
The cold surrounds me and freezes over my blood
All my feelings for you washed away with flood
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My eyes dance down your body
I'd study you over and over until my eyes rot
Im emotionally distraught
I need you
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I let it Rain Pain.
Drenched in sorrow
I Rain Pain.
The Days and nights feel so hollow.
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Something so eerily liberating about watching it happen.
As if watching the blood pour from my wrists is the only way I can tell I'm still alive.
That as I bleed, all the things I've done, the things I've said, the things I've felt.
Are all so small and insignificant.
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