Ari Ryan Poems

I see it in the window,
Everything I know.
My fists are cut and bloodied,
As It’s you I studied.
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I see it in your eyes,
As you bow to pray.
The drugs had worn you down,
But what counts is you’re here today.
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A dream is nothing but a human conviction,
Something of which that traps and admires.
You don’t realize what you truly want with your addiction,
Until all you’ve ever wanted soon expires.
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Days go by and days go by and days go by. But still no sign. No sign of hope no sign of light no sign of escaping the treacherous night. I scream and shout, but no one care about,
About me.
Nothing to want nothing to see, cant escape this friggin hole, Never will flee. They say they care, oh they say they give a damn, but on their face it’s a blatant lie. Will they care when I die? Would they care if I committed suicide? Would they care if I went to hell,
All because of their f**king spell? I used to- such a strong phrase. I used to do this- it was just a phase. I used to do that- my mind in a haze.
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The smell of death,
Bullets flying in the air,
Hostiles are approaching,
Carrying a sense of despair.
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I see you creeping around,
We’re just in the outskirts of town.
Bombs crackle so near,
A silent buzz is all I hear.
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The beat pounds in your brain
Euphoric Sensation, Annihilation
Of all reality, complete insanity,
In your brain,
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I always tried so hard to please all of you
Then I realized to myself I must be true
The whispers always float through the air
Of the liars and all the insincere.
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Day In, Day out
You see the sun rise about.
The moon comes up a bit,
So you decide to take another hit.
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This is the lie you live.
This is the hate from within.
This is the hope you lost,
This is the cause you fought.
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