I see it in the window,
Everything I know.
My fists are cut and bloodied,
As It’s you I studied.
I dropp to my knees in question
Wondering if this was my lesson.
I fail to run and hide
As you succeed to crucify.
Crucify me and my deeming ways,
Hurt me, kill me, Crucify me
Because I’m gay.
Let me take the place
Before the one who saves the day.
I’m more deserving to bleed out,
Mace pounding in my veins,
The guilt, the pressure is what strains.
Beat me ‘til I’m black and blue,
Shoot me, shouting F__ you.
You hate me all
Whole, unholy
But in reality,
You don’t know me.
Hurt me, Kill me, Crucify me.
I struggle, I’m frail,
My life was a Fail.
I did everything to help others,
But still people shout, Mother
F***er.
Hurt me, Kill me, Crucify me.
Maybe I deserve it,
Maybe not.
Maybe hell won’t be too hot.
Punch me ‘til my eyes swell up,
Spit on me, cuz you don’t give a f-
Watch me bleed,
I’ll hear your laughter,
And still it’s my fault
For this slaughter.
Hurt me, Kill me, Crucify me.
-Don't Hate.-
I know it's hard, it really is so hard. But we can't give up, I will keep fighting all the hate, and B.S people like to put me through, and I hope you will do the same concerning yourself. Powerful poetry.
I think that is what Jesus would have said...but with better language cause he's Jesus. lol hehe
I'm not gay, ya know we all feel somethin different, but I'm very supportive. You have a lot of anger, I'm glad you can get it out through writing.
My nephew is gay and is quite happy... your poem is very sad.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
Ari, you sent me a message here perhaps 2 years ago, I signed in again by chance. I did not know I still remembered the password. I wanted to say, I read most of your poems, I know what it feels like. You were right, we do have a lot in common. I particularly liked this one best of the ones I read. I will send you my email if I find a confidential way to do so. Loved the poem. :) Hope to hear from you sooner than you heard from me. Keep writing, I made a mistake and stopped.