Ashley Davis

Different turns
No way of knowing
Which way I'm going
Pain that comes and goes
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I walk the darkened path
Straight and narrow
Knowing only that I have to keep going
I'm tired of pretending that things are perfect
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The night was calm but there were people everywhere.
I couldn't escape them
but part of me didn't want to.
I ran but they always followed.
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I look back and see
All the pain he caused me
The hatred he didn't hide
All the times that I cried
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Hopelessly I wait
Not knowing what there is to come,
Feeling as though this is the end,
All I can do is wait.
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At times like these I think isolation is my way out
Holding on even though my mind is full of doubt
Confusion of the heart instead of the brain
Wishing i had someone to help me stay sane
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Try to see it in my eyes
The pain you didn't realize
You criticize me for who I am
Since I am not an innocent lamb.
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I'm a good girl
Smiling, laughing, making jokes
Looking at the glass as half full
Painting a nice picture...
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You feel the coldness of the blade
Touch the softness of your skin
For a brief moment you stop...
And wonder
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I've been dealt so many bad hands
When I finally get a good one
I feel like it isn't real
That it will disappear
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Fine doesn't always mean your fine,
Sometimes it means you need a sign.
To keep you grounded and secure
When you feel like your waiting for a cure.
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Judgment clouded
but for only that second.
Look to the sky for clarity,
heart in heart ppl always believe.
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Sunshine everywhere
Looking outside as the cars pass by
Wonder where they are going?
Where has their life lead them?
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Miles continue on
Tonight is no different.
Days run together
Days keep me alive
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Is that what you want?
Leave me alone.
You think to much.
My breathing halts to a stop.
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Remember when you told me to wait see?
When you said you would never hurt me?
Remember when you said you would never leave?
When you said i just needed to believe?
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Will you miss me?
When I finally give up and move on.
Not recognizing that I am the one.
Tired of watching you, waiting
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Time has changed so must I
Darwin's Theory or i'll die
Make this pain go away
So I can live another day
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Another birthday Come and gone.
Another life lost by all the wrong.
Time to grow up, Time to move on.
Time to toughen up, time to be strong.
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My heart breaks with every tear,
Loving is so hard to bare sometimes,
It causes pain that I am addicted to.
Wishing I was strong enough...
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