Im a mother to a beautiful babyboy. His name is Christopher, but I call him Cj. <3 He's my everything. I am 19 years old. I grew up in South Warren, which is right next to Detroit, it pretty much is Detroit. I may be young, but I have struggled with life. Growing up I didn't have much. My mom was never around, she gave up. My Dad is mean, selfish, conniving, and don't know how to deal with his problems, he decided to take it out on us. I write poems because It's a way to deal with the struggles I have been through, and what I am still going through. I find myself when I have a piece of paper and a pen in my hand :)
I sometimes imagine the life you will live, I think of the happiness your presence will give.
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In this life, I’ve learned a lot of things,
never knowing what your going to get,
or what people may bring.
They promise to love you and they promise to care,
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No matter where you are, or what you do,
Your always going to be my best friend,
no matter what we go though.
Anytime I need a friend, I know you’ll always be there,
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Sad songs, long written letters,
I feel my life getting worse,
not better.
I’m in love with you,
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I find myself laying on this floor of mine, oh what I wouldn’t give,
To feel just fine.
There’s so much more to me, then what you see,
I’ve been through so much,
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