Audrey O'shea

Inside my head you seep, within my heart you creep,
locked in memories that weep, falling into dark
waters so deep.
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I'm sittin here rocking back and forth, to me you dont know how much
your worth. cant you just see, that all i need is you here with me.

i know there is no possible way, i know this, i want you to stay, and to feel you
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im relly sick of this life im livin, stressed out by confrontations im givin,

when i do nothing wrong, keep feelin like i cant be strong and thinkin
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I got a b**ch that wants to fight me, her husband who wanted me,
the same man who was once mine, once upon a time, where
life was perfect and fine.
A guy that plays on my emotions like a guitar, stringing me so far,
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i cant see thru u, like someone i dont care to know, its making me
question if ur being true, becuz a completely differend side your beginning to

show. i dont want to leave, but im falling back into my depression, its
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babee i want you to take me away, because with you i want to stay,
forever entangled in you and where on your bed we always lay, not
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it feels like everything is coming apart, and sometimes i cant even feel
the beat of my heart. which really scares me at times, and it feels i cant
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My stomach feels sick, why am I here? I didn't wish for this, a new kind of fear.
What's going to happen to us? Why is it that you do not care? Compromising my trust, as if, for you, I'm not always there.
So much I've taken on, the burden heavy on my heart, but instead of helping you'd rather be gone, and this hateful fire is threatening to start.
What should I do? My words won't make you see, that our child and I need you, but you just take advantage of me.
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Will the chains finally be gona dn set me free?
Form the thigns I would not let myself feel
the things I no longer could see.
Butterflies in my stomache smiles on my face,
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Feelings like this, have long been desired,
thinking of our kiss, makes me tingle with fire.
It's like an explosion in my veins,
my whole inside has changed, from roaring pain,
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Dearest lover of mine
In gonna take a bunch of cheesy love quotes and turn them into a rhyme.
I love you to the moon and back,
With you there is nothing in the world I lack.
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When your awake, and find that nothing is there,
That you knew this day would come, but yet you have nothing to fear.
You've adapted so well, to the curves life throws,
An inevitable hell, as the realization grows.
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A place so old but yet so new, a place i used to live in a house of blue.
in the front yard i used to play, i used to ride around the block, in the
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My pain drips, like a broken faucet, my heart rips, and i know ive lost it.
I can feel the dark shadow of past and present, it is waiting to
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Down this dark road i run, and i swear this time im really done. I can't
deal with this stress, being jealous of your girl-friends, and i must
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A million thoughts, crowd in mind, always wondering, if I’m letting
Myself be blind.

Confusing reality with a made up illusion,
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Sadness licks at the edges of my brain, your words flow throughout my veins, bringing to my face the color of shame, making me wonder if this love, to you, is just a game.
Before we came together again, my love for you ran like a wildfire, now that I’m here with you, within, to leave is sometimes a knowing desire.
Because the way you treat me, is sometimes unfair, and when confronted, anger rises and hurtful words you dare.
I do so much, and you just don’t care, you take away, and at nothing I stare. Can’t believe what I’m saying, you’re the love of my life, to God I’ve been praying, to make us connect, so that one day you’ll make me your wife.
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Driving my car, just cruising, as my heart scars and starts bruising.
Every time I blink, I see your face, then about you I think, and
My heart begins to race.
Such impact, a heavy force, praying we don’t lose contact, feeling
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