Austin Terando Poems
|1.||Like I'Ve Disappeared||10/15/2007|
|3.||Circle Of Death||10/22/2007|
|4.||What Will It Be Like?||10/24/2007|
|5.||I Do For You, Not For Me||10/25/2007|
|7.||Love I Thief||11/1/2007|
|9.||The Healthy Cripple||12/25/2007|
|10.||Playing At The Park Alone||12/29/2007|
|12.||Oh, The Irony||10/15/2007|
|13.||You Were Made To Kill Me||10/16/2007|
|15.||Most People Call Him Doctor, I Say He's My Best Friend||10/10/2007|
|17.||When Do I Tell You?||10/15/2007|
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When Do I Tell You?
When we talk I seem content
When you see me I am dry
When you come I am groomed
But in between
I am forever heartsick
I am soaked in my fluid
I am a mess; your looks more important than mine
Why did I fall into the endless abyss
Two people falling is heaven
Falling alone is hell
I am condemned for eternity.
If I told you about the pain
Will you ever speak to me again?
Maybe I should endure it just a little longer
And then you might jump into the abyss with me
I am a coward.
I will keep my mouth shut.
Sometimes mental tasks are so hard...
I'd rather run a hundred miles
Than go the rest of my life scarred.
Must be one of those many trials...
I got you out of my mind,
But you linger inside my head.
Awake, to you, I am blind.
Asleep, you're all I see instead.