The promise rings were supposed to be a symbol of our undying love, our commitment to each other, a promise to always be faithful to one another, to stand beside each other in the good times and in the bad, a promise to listen when one of us needs to be heard, a promise to always love each
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The other night was one of the worst in my life. It was so saddening, so confusing, so painful, and just so lonely. I never thought that you would ever cause me so much pain. I never thought you would be the one to hurt me so. You gave up on us. You were ready to let me go.
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Why do I even bother to try any more?
If I know everything I do is never good enough in your eyes.
Why can't I stop trying to make you proud of me?
If I know you'll never be.
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Missing you so much that it hurts.
It hurts more than any pain I've ever felt before.
I never knew being away from you for so long would cause me so much pain.
I'm starting to wonder how I'll make it through these days.
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I wonder…
If you would be better off without me or with me.
I wonder…
If we're really meant to be or if we're just a fad bound to die out.
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