Thoughts In My Mind. Poem by black heart

Sitting here in my room trying to cope with all these thoughts that keep running through my head. Some of these thoughts terrify me they send numbing chills down my spine. Some of these thoughts are so cruel, they make me feel like I don't deserve to have this life and all the people in it that I love. Some of these thoughts are so saddening, that I feel like breaking down and crying. Oh God, please make them stop! I can't stand having them in my head. Just please, oh please shut them up! No matter what I do they're always there waiting in the dark corners of mind, just waiting for the perfect time to pop up and remind me that they're still there. These thoughts are slowly eating me from the inside and one day I'll be nothing more, but an empty shell. Please God help me! Please just make them stop! Please just shut them up, because I can't handle these thoughts anymore. So please, oh please make them stop!