It started with a smile, bright, illuminous like the north star.
Ever present given me hope.
We kissed and nothing else in the world mattered but you.
We laughed hard, we played hard and loved even harder.
No one under God loved you more than me.
A pedestal I placed you on so high so out of reach.
Are we movin too fast?
Time went by but it seemed to stop when you're in my arms.
It all seemed so perfect.
Until your true colors showed like a chameleon out of hiding.
Shame on you.
Truth is pain that is why it hurts for me to know.
So a poker face I put on so she could'nt see what I was feeling.
Defenseless I swallowed my pride out of love.
I build up the courage to leave her but with no foundation my plans
crumble to the ground.
Shame on me.
So I start over.
Cold, calculating I become.
You start to cry my heart cries for you but my mind and body remain steady emotionless.
You hold me your touch makes my pulse react.
I stand strong as you whisper I love you's in my ear.
Without a response I slowly back away watery eyes holding back tears.
I won't let you see me cry as I leave without a goodbye.