I created a life that only exist within my mind.
Sometimes I wonder why is it so hard to find.
'You're young, you still have time' a quote that's true but hopeless at times.
I work and pay bills like all adults do, so why is it hard to find the life I created within my mind?
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From the time we are able to understand what a husband is and suppose to do, we start evaluating our perfect one.
Most of the time society dictates your expectations of a husband.
He must be handsome, smart, rich, and all around great.
Reality sets in and you began to see that not one single person possess all those qualities.
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I am just a woman.
Simple as can be.
Never am I perfect,
Mistakes will always be.
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Vulnerability, the truth that hides, behind walls, built by one's own insecurities
Scarred from a past, that lingers in the shadow, only to show in your weakest moments
Trust, once broken, only patched to mend, but never does it fully mend
As thoughts, cycle to every detail missed, while hope pleases deceivingly
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Frozen Moment
Majestically
They stood, as if time, paused in their presence
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I sat, angered, as it consumed my whole body
Judgement, clouded by thoughts fueling the rage, stroking its ego
I felt betrayed, I felt letdown, the same feelings as before
No matter what, I still entice you, for you infatuate me
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