I created a life that only exist within my mind.
Sometimes I wonder why is it so hard to find.
'You're young, you still have time' a quote that's true but hopeless at times.
I work and pay bills like all adults do, so why is it hard to find the life I created within my mind?
I have a daughter, who has inspired me by far.
I think all the time I hope when she is my age she will have accomplished all she had in mind.
I want her to look back and not regret a thing, because at one time those decisions in her past were what she wanted at that time.
I tend to consistently remind myself that all my decisions leading to my life now were what I wanted at one time.
I feel selfish yet I feel hopeful.
I feel like even though my decisions led me here, there is a reason my existence is here.
I was born three months early, so there was a chance I could've been taken early, but God found fit to leave me here.
So why? I ask myself at times because I haven't accomplished one thing I had in mind.
Maybe that's it, I spend all my time planning for what I want not for I what I have and how to see the beauty in it.
I have a loving husband and a healthy beautiful daughter.
With just those two things, I shall look no farther.
I have a loving husband and a healthy beautiful daughter. With just those two things, I shall look no farther. Many people would be jealous of what you have. You are blessed. Take care of your husband and your daughter and keep writing. May God bless you and your family.
True, with a family of your own, there's no need to look farther from the sun. There is so much to tend in your own garden. Rated 10+++
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I would like to translate this poem
I ask myself at times because I haven't accomplished one thing I had in mind. Maybe that's it, I spend all my time planning for what I want not for I what I have and how to see the beauty in it. Satisfaction in little things. counting the blessings every dawn and at dusk , this bring satisfacion in our lives. thank you for your meditations about yourself and your life. this poem opens the eyes of the reader. thank you again. tony