I am just hanging on to the tail of a beast, not the head of the demon.
Choice has only given me two options
I want to let go, , I do,
I speak to the walls around me; I tell them who I am
Waking with a heart beat I can hear,
I know what today shall be.
Even the gloomy nights of death hold fine secrets
Delve into the reflection of the heart
Express it with a bursting force
I find it awfully hard to express myself trough words.
Words are limited.
They can’t taste a feeling or smell the hart.
So I prefer to use imagination.
Lord, you kept my soul from the pit of hell.
Once secure, I thought I would never slip.
When you withdrew your spirit, I fumbled.
But I place my trust in you, the almighty g-d