Celene Bonin Poems

So I say goodbye
As I lie down and die
I shall spare an invocation
Unseen by this cruel nation
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How can you see into my soul with such ease?
Leaving me breathless, down on my knees
Your touch is what I long for
Always leaving me wanting more
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Was this all a lie?
To tell the truth, you rather die?
My heart, your words impale
What they now unveil
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These words I wish to speak
In its nature not so meek
These words I must divulge
My heart it will indulge
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Your eyes see straight into my core
Always leaving me wanting more
You will never know how extraordinary you are
The most immaculate by far
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You know that feeling when you love someone but you feel as though they don’t love you as much as you thought they did… and when they say that they love you but you’re not sure if they actually do love you or they are just trying not to hurt you… and the feeling you get when you feel forgotten… lied to… like your heart is being stabbed repeatedly…
Maybe it’s true that there aren’t any happy endings… there isn’t a Prince Charming… like the one that you love abuses your love… there is nothing fair about love… it always hurts…
You know that feeling of adore that you once knew you had from that one person but its slowly slipping away… you try and convalesce it but it won’t come back no matter what you do…and then there is this coagulating contemplation calling to you saying that maybe he is trying to tell you something… maybe he is trying to say that his love is fading away into a dark abyss never to return… maybe he is trying to tell you that he is encumbered by your love and desires to evacuate…
You know the feeling of pure dread when you think of the possibility that he may not love you any more…
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