Spinning faster and faster, spiraling down, down,
Depression creates a suffocating heaviness
which consumes and smothers your entire being.
As i recall this space in time,
You came into our lives and took us in as if your own,
When as children we were rejected by the person
That should have been our strength and leader,
Memories shared -
Intense feelings of closeness -
Total honesy -
Warm morning sunlight through windows -
You left behind a bad taste in my life
Not unlike a cold cup of sour vomit.
You left behind a bad odour in my memory
Regrets they ask? ?
would I have regrets if your body was finally put to rest?
yes I most certainly would-