Christy Marie Lucero

I'm always in the nearness of sadness
Wanted to feel joy and happiness
Still, I have to follow dictations
Don't need to disregard limitations
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I stand alone one night
Wishing someone would hug me tight
But nobody came to warm me
My heart felt cold, can't you see?
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I waited for you all night long
Hoping you will kiss me good night and sing a song
But God never permitted me, I was wrong
Now, I'm lying and dreaming alone
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We've been together
In your arms I I feel better
Its hard to give up the year
Coz with you, I'm more happier
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I always sat beside my phone
I stare at my telephone
Waiting for the ringing tone
To hear your voice so soon
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I have always felt your nearness
I ratify our joyous togetherness
I'm praying you won't go away
Cause I can't afford to lose you so, please stay
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You have stayed with me steadfastly
You have loved me so faithfully
You have given me satisfaction constantly
You made me smile everyday
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I walked beside the seashore
Searching for someone to give me pleasure
Wishing you're walking with me too
Hold my hand while walking slow
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You are my companion
You understand my emotion
You are my confidant
You never taught me to be ignorant
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I lie in my bed with calmness
I sleep in a deafening silence
I started to close my eyes and begun dreaming
My soul is searching you that evening
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Time is fastly running
But until now I'm still waiting
For someone to be my listener
Wanting someone to be my adviser
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I know this feeling is forbidden
But I couldn't help its you I'm cravin'
I never wanted this to happen
But to love you this heart keeps commandin'
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We first met on the third of November
I stared at you so dear
You were sitting far from me
I didn't know you were gay
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It was one raining night
I recall the moments of my life
To the raindrops I'm listening
While coldness is what I'm Feeling
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