Sometimes I look into the sky,
Why?
What is up there?
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I enter a vast white room
All I hear are voices cluttering my head
'say my name…'
I hear over and over
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All alone in the dark
"can you hear me? "
All I see is those who are damned
"you can see me? "
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I walk
Blocking out the word with the sound of others screaming
I wish
Locking everything deep inside without a speck of light
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A huge Victorian castle
Dancing, dancing, dancing…
Beautiful dresses sparking under the glissading chandeliers
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A boy at the end of a hall
Such a devilish grin breaking through his lips
His eyes widen
You can see his lust for death
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I want to set my world on fire.
Nothing is worth anything anymore.
All value that was once there is gone,
Not even the trees will produce oxygen
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Alone in my room
Darkness fills the emptiness
I keep to myself,
I write
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I’ve been thinking about you
All the times we shared
All the grief we feared
Holidays spent together
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