Janus was a Gemini
As am I
Looking both ways
Gates and beginnings
When I walked you home that night
The vibe was absolutely right
The sparks were flying left and right
Jesus I was happy
Lurching by the
A busker on a unicycle
Dances with the birds
As teaming hordes of grey brained apes
Wend their way to work
Seeking oblivion I googled the suicide pages In search of a recommendation.
All I found was anodyne drivel telling me not to give in to despair.
If I survive this night in spite of myself I know what I’ll have to do
What the world needs is a suicide page that’s not a reproof but a how to.