Eben S J

They call out
Their obnoxious repetitive sound
As their wounds worsen
Their screams strengthen
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Hate seethes inside you
Jealousy courses through your veins
Pain pricks at your mind
Anger boils in heart
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As I slide the knife in
His face seems to grimace
As blood froths at his mouth
And spills to the floor
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They all scream or shout
They all want out
Its all up to you
What the hell am i gonna do
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Forced love is forced to hate
Forced friendship is forced to rivalry
Forced life is forced to die
Forced religion is forced to rebel
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I slip it in
Ignoring
The pain I close my eyes
I pull the blade out
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Sometimes when it rains
I like to sit
Alone quietly
And just listen to the rain against my window
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How can I know where I’m going?
Until I know where I’ve come from?
With the clouds rolling onwards
On the giant sea above
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As I begin to climb
With the rope
Tight around my neck
I struggle up the ladder
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Standing buffeted by bygone winds
I renew my bond with agony
Just to check she still walks beside me
She lets me know I’m still here
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The unbelievable pain hit me
I could hear my blood dripping
My mind was racing
My heart was slowing
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The forest of smoke and fire
Its everywhere
I can’t see
I can’t breathe
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The golden glows of sunlight hit me
The smell of freshly cut grass reached me
The sight of freedom exhilarated me
The sounds of birds intrigued me
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The frozen cities of angels
Fall slowly towards earth
Spinning idly in the air
Around and around
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The exponential number of lies
Reverberating amongst those close
Shock wave of horror follow
As secrets one kept quiet are revealed
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