There's a girl in the corner
the last thing she wants is eyes.
They say it's just a ploy for attention
she uses it to hide her lies.
...
Make me
Under the stars shining sweetly
Take me
Into the night so completely
...
I feel it flooding in,
I let the fears all end.
I'm making this begin,
This will never happen again.
...
Death does employ
the fact that it is coy.
It merely lies in wait
until it has a straight
...
You're so impossible
and it's just too incredible
something this great could come out of nowhere.
...
Seams fray, ends won't meet
always dissappointed, ever bittersweet
No sorrow or tears, regret for what's done
...
My whole world is the pain inside me
The best I can do is just get through the day
A life before is only memory
I wonder why God lets me walk through this place.
...
And so it came to be
this isolation that I am
I can only look to me
to find the way it all began -
...
Stuck in my mind, the deamons play
I can't let them out, I keep them at bay
...
I can see the sun shining
That once impossible silver lining
You are my perfect match
You are my subject catch
...
I'm restless.
Are you certain you can sequestor this?
There was too much cyanide
Yet never enough by and bye
...
I want to die
All these frayed seams
Live the lie
Shatter the dreams.
...
I'm sliding over
The thoughts in my mind stew
I'm stepping closer
There is room on this ledge for two
...
I hope that you can see,
this disaster that you've sown,
and I hope you look to me,
when you realize how it's grown.
...
I've been through alot and I've thought I had come to the end in alot of points in my life. I realized now how wrong I had been, I realize now that I lived for a reason. I'm still not all that stable but I'm breathing so that's something. I hope you like my poetry, I'd love to hear what you have to say, it's all fair game but a forewarning: I don't honestly know what I'm doing. Enjoy my open embarassment. Food for thought, my favorite song: 'Fix Me' - 10 Years It's taken a lifetime to lose my way A lifetime of yesterdays All the wasted time on my hands Turns to sand And fades in the wind Crossing lines Small crimes Taking back what is mine I'm fine in the fire I feed on the friction I'm right where I should be Don't try and fix me So lost for so long To find to my way I failed to follow I'm out of place I'm fine in the fire I feed on the friction I'm right where I should be Don't try and fix me)
The Girl In The Corner
There's a girl in the corner
the last thing she wants is eyes.
They say it's just a ploy for attention
she uses it to hide her lies.
She covers up with layers
fresh scars she made last night.
She wonders why her prayers
get lost without a fight.
She has something planned
something she will do soon.
She herself is stranded,
her self-assumed maroon.
So she continues invisibility,
hides in open spaces.
And she looks with hostility
at all of the empty faces.
She knows she won't be here much longer,
hugging friends an unknowing goodbye.
Cleaning an empty locker,
giving a loving sigh.