Eman Awad Poems

I'm still here, i'm still the same,
i thought that after all this time,
that maybe i'll change...
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I'm not even looking at you,
don't say i'm sad,
i'm not sad,
i'm just shocked, i'm..... broken.
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I can't relate to you,
i can't let you happen to me.
I've to follow through,
the signs of life given to me.
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Maybe all men are hunters,
but if you think all women are preys,
Think again.
If you think you can take me or granted,
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I'm scared, that's what i want to admit,
the same time a year ago, the same time.
I felt the same way and ended in regret,
i was just chasing what was never mine.
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I maybe ordinary but unlike my words,
my words aren't ordinary at all, you see.
My eyes are hazel shades of other worlds,
my eyes are attraction force, back to me.
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I'm so out of body experience,
i eat when i'm hungry,
i sleep when i'm weary,
and i'm so weary, baby, all the time..
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I'm sure you thought of me,
and eventhough we never shared any thing.
Some how i keep your memory,
carved in my soul like the melody you sing.
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I feel like i'm out of date,
like a song, out of time, empty, silent.
I'm always a second too late,
my heart is rotten, sad, guilty, violent.
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All of my dreams aren't how i desired,
my recent dream was that i am lost and alone.
I say, i'm used to it though i got tired,
but my only hope is to just stay put at home.
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