JayJay Maybank Poems

Most important love,
Like it's the only thing you know at the end of the day all this.
Means nothing.
This is a page.
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All my life I have been
On the out looking in
Never had a bright side
Afraid to show my dark side
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Those of us in uniform
A family does it make
Part is our commitment
And the oath that we do take
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She stares at her ceiling once again with a hundred thoughts
'Maybe he knows who I am, probably not'
She walks down the hall with her head down low, scared to meet his eyes
Even when she hears his voice she's swarmed with butterflies
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The seasons come and go like thoughts of you
Like a wave returning to the sea into the blue
They change but in a cycle that I can't lose
Each is painful but delightful to live through
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There's a war inside my head
Sometimes I wish that I was dead, I'm broken

So I call this therapist
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When years passed away,
With no one dear,
The eyes filled with tears,
And the heart with fear.....
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I'll be lost inside my head
Bad thoughts 'til 4 a.m.
Then I'll try to sleep
And I can't tell anyone
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You were my friend then: now almost stronger!
Our friendship appeared once very glorious;
What happened meantime, gives me great anger;
Our friendship no longer remains serious.
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You know it's crazy, 'cause nights like this
Would start out with a little private party
You sneak me into your mom's house
I know I might spill my drink, but
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