empty shell

It hurts so much my shoulder blades ache
I'm so empty that my stomach growls

It hurts, my heart hurts
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Swoon me
Touch my face
Squeeze my hips
Hold me hard
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You know
that secret place to touch
how to blow my mind
what music makes my body rock
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hand surfing
up, down, left, right
cupped hand catching the breeze
scenery is all but a blur
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You were hiding inside
Took a walk, took a ride
Dropped a dime, saved a soul
Who asked you anyway?
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slouched on the leather couch until my lower back throbs

snow induced lethargy has captured my soul
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stay
yes I know
sorry
I didn't mean it like that
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ants march along my forearm lost in curly hair
grass scratches my back, between shirt and pants
sweat rolls into my ear, all sound in a jar
and the sun is beckoning me, sneeze
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Thank you for not taking the bus
Thank you for taking the route you did
Thank you for walking beside me
Thank you for listening to my words
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My eyes are still closed but I see you
Mechanical buzzing breaks my dream
I roll and let my feet touch the ground
Clearing cobwebs of you from my head
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The clouds hid the light as I walked
Small glimpses of the sun were rare
The scent of rain hung in the trees
As the light posts passed me by
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I am your playground

Dissolve on my tongue
Suck, lick and swallow
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Staring at you
Not glance
Not look
Observe intently, stare
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There are no words
To express
How much I love you.
Although…I do know where such words hide
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Heaven bound glance
Opaque ceiling
At peace
Bottom
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Crumbs forever
I dont want a whole cake
Not even a full slice
I dont need timely gitfs
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A deserted beach, sun on my face
My bare soles are hugged by sand
In my ear soft waves ebb
The water is bluer than blue
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