Ericka Johnson

My women's Intuition gives me this sneaking suspicion

that the truth is really different from this story you're presenting
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What if I cheated DEATH
Would it come back for revenge?
And if it missed a second time,
Then would it take my friend?
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Feelings of suspicion
Racing through my mind
In situations like this one
The truth is hard to find
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You lied you cheated, it tore me apart
Put me through hell, yet still have my heart
I don't understand it, it's so strange to me
You hurt me, I love you, how can this all be
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It happened on a Monday. For reasons unknown, someone took your life away.

I heard about it two days later, but wasn't sure if it was you. Couldn't breathe just thinking about what life would be if this is true. I called your cell phone and your Mom, but couldn't get through. Refused to admit or even say it, but I think deep down I knew...
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Last night I dreamed
of you
How your hair would curl
around your face
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All my bags are packed
but I'm not ready yet
Friends like the ones I'm leaving
are extremely hard to get
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As they fall I wipe them
the tears from my eyes
You ask me but it's obvious
No need to wonder why
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I'm in love, I don't think, I know
I cannot bear to let u go
I'm sure I know how love can feel
But tell me boo, Is it all real
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