After I swallow, I hear no voices,
My only cure, I ran out of choices.
The demons were winning, I had no escape,
They messed with my mind and messed with my shape.
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Here comes the storm,
Lightning and thunders ready to perform.
Don't worry, they say, because there soon will be light,
So why can't I stop this consuming fright?
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How do I tell you I'm scared if you've never shown fear?
How do I tell you I'm broken if you've always fixed me?
How do I tell you I'm losing this fight if you are the one getting beaten?
How do I tell you I'm not hungry when you haven't eaten?
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How evil is evil if always misunderstood?
A heart that's been shattered, a heart that's been bruised.
No story will end with the villain triumphant;
The princess is rescued, the tale is redundant.
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Chemical Serenade
After I swallow, I hear no voices,
My only cure, I ran out of choices.
The demons were winning, I had no escape,
They messed with my mind and messed with my shape.
I die for an answer, how long will it last?
I keep getting trapped in my dreading past.
Two every morning, two every night,
A daily routine, is it worth the fight?
My tears have dried, I must admit,
But I'll lose myself if I ever quit.
The dose keeps increasing every day that goes by,
My brain is at peace if I'm feeling high.
I'll keep it a secret, they will never know,
If I fake up a smile and put on a show.
It's haunting to know I'll depend for so long,
On placing a substance every day on my tongue.
This is my reality, it isn't a drill,
All my emotions are controlled through a pill.