Gary McPhail

Hang me from my sins,
Drown me in my guilt,
Swimming in a pool of blood,
From this pain I have built.
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A moment until I gather my thoughts,
I need to remember my past,
Moving from house to house in so little time,
Becoming a confused child from the last laugh.
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There was me,
my brothers; a total of three,
A step-dad who was my mothers husband to be,
Each one loving each other
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The step-dad I have
never gets angry or mad,
the step-dad I have,
always asks how I am.
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Think there your friends!
HA!
There not!
There your secret enemies with secret plots!
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Pushed and pulled ‘til torn apart
Unprepared for a broken heart
Never feel the pain that’s hidden
To share my emotions is forbidden.
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I live life because life lives me,
I try to see the real meaning
Of the lives that we lead,
Each time I search,
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look into my eyes without your brain tryin to realise, i hate to see you analyse,
I fantasize and channel ride, you coincide and battle minds,
I dread the times, seeing the mimes tryin to calm with the sound of chimes,
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My coat is furry,
I am lazy,
I will wake up,
when I’m hungry.
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The creature hides in the night,
It stays away from the light,
There’s a fear full when the creature comes into sight,
Eyes so white they are glazed with might.
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There she goes again, staring at me with those eyes,
A sense of evilness, as she stares over time,
Sitting, waiting, just like a clock,
No nerves, no sweat, never scared, TICK TOCK.
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Its takes all my effort
To crawl out of bed,
I go to wash my face,
Then I get dressed,
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One starry night a girl asked me,
do I want to no the feelings she feels,
I tried my best, not to guess,
I’ve been wrong before, I couldn’t be right again.
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Trecking in from the wind,
Is a beauty so joyful,
She begins to sing,
Also very playful,
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Many months of sleepless nights,
Trying to understand whats wrong or right,
Troubled by the answers that keep me awake,
caught between my lawless life.
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we never seen his pain,
The love of his heart will never beat the same,
silenced in his sorrow with only doubt to blame,
never will there be a tomorrow with anything to gain,
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Blaze with me in the mist we see our truest dreams coming true
Whatever we do there’s openings but only a few
Glazed with gold is the money we hold
Paved on the roads is the story were told.
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Rudolph the red nosed reindeer,
Had a very shiny nose,
He rolled a great big bifter,
And got very, very, very, very, very stoned, !
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From the shadows his hand took a hold of my wrist,
I panicked and struggled to escape his tight grip,

I heard his footsteps creep behind mine
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It was always my fault,
when something went wrong,
the blame was my own,
never your yourself,
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