I have cried so long, the blood in my veins is now dry.
I have felt so deep a sadness, I cannot remember I ever did smile.
I have screamed so loud in pain and anger, I am deaf though my head is still ringing.
I have become so hopeless, I scoff at the new day and its unwelcome light of dawn.
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Life is confusing,
It's way too hard.
It seems like I'm always making mistakes.
I wish I could be free,
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I hate what I've become
I don't know how I ended up here
Laughter is a sound foreign to my ears
The mirror's reflection is now unrecognizable
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