Hopeless Heart

Sleep
Sleep precious
Sleep my love
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As the sky darkens I think of you
And all the things you said you would do
You said you would always be there
You said you would always care
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As I take that gun
And stick it to my head,
I think of you Hun
And what you would have said
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This thought poisons my mind
A terrible thought that should not be,
A thought none should think
A lie of happiness, a false hope
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Music fills my ears
It stifles my fears,
Without it I’d be a mess
It’s my world, nothing less,
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I want to ride away
And feel the rush of the wind,
I want to dance and play
I want to for get all my sins,
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This darkness is haunting me,
I try hold onto the light,
But it keeps slipping
Out of sight.
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Why does it hurt so much?
Every time we touch,
I don’t understand this
It was just a kiss
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I felt it
I felt that warmth
That rush
I felt that smile
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Though the room is crowded
I feel as if I’m completely alone
Frozen to the spot
Eyes never moving
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Don’t do it,
Please.
You are not the one
Who should be doing this,
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You can never really know a person
Know what they think, know what they do
When no one can see
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This is my worst nightmare,
I can see your face
I can see what you’re feeling,
It’s awful.
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I wish the world were black and white
No shades of grey,
It would be so much easier
If things were that way
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Safe in your arms
That’s where I want to be,
I’m trapped and enclosed
But yet feel so free
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Out of your reach,
Words you cannot speak,
A love that cannot be,
A future we cannot see,
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My heart speaks of something
That my mind does not,
Sweetly it sings
Of something I want,
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I did not think I would feel this way,
Especially about you of all people
It’s strange you cross my mind
At random times of the day
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You’re so different from everyone
You sit there looking sad,
Everyone around you talking and laughing
And yet you sit there sad
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As I walk out that door I wait…
I wait for you to call after me
I wait for you to hold me back
I wait for you to see…
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