Being separated from you is hard.
We have to get used to this hellish ordeal.
When we reunite, we both let down our guard.
In doing this, we show each other how we truly feel.
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Bandages and band-aids won't heal
The simple emotions I wish I didn't feel.
Wanting and yearning for your acceptance;
My patience needs someone's help for guidance.
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Shattered and broken
Loved then forgotten
Used and abused
Appreciated then taken for granted
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My secret is out.
You now realize what I was secretly talking about.
I was going through pain.
Please don't think you're the blame.
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I'm sorry that I hurt you.
I simply don't know what to do.
How am I supposed to tell you everything?
You'd take away the reason of my being.
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You put me in this mood...
Don't stop!
Feeling that wave of effervescence hit me like a hurricane.
I wouldn't ever want to be without you.
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It's all an illusion
Since when did my beauty ever amount to anything?
You loved me...
You used & abused me...
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My transformation?
Oh yes; there has been one.
You cannot see because you are blind.
There is fire in my eyes.
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Safety....an embrace long forgotten; yet still sought.
Passion....a scorching trail of desire yearning to be untamed.
Hope....the only thing holding the threads of my heart together.
Love....something that hasn't ever fully been fulfilled.
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Why must I hurt like this?
My love, I've hurt you.
Your happiness is what I miss.
I hope our relationship will hold true.
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