Lower me into deprivation.
Slower to starvation.
Am I well past my time.
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I will never be the same anymore.
A hardness I can not break through
The beating of my heart thumping away evermore
Mocking me just like you
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Of the two I can not chose
i found a dream I fear to lose
drank my love like a boose
i fear to find a love to loose
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