Jonathan Pendley Poems

This ill temper I have is making me mad
I blow up and I don’t know why
I wish for just a moment I could handle my anger right
I wish for just a moment I could love you right
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I met the girl of my dreams
I held her, I love her, but that wasn’t a dream
She made me feel so special inside
Now I feel like a failure inside
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I'm Sorry for everything,
I am sorry I screwed up,
Sorry I brought you into it by saying I didn't want to live,
I'm sorry for calling your friend an idiot
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I have this feeling deep down in side
I have this feeling that is so hard to hide
This feeling I have hurts me every day
Its feels that you are no one cares
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I cherish every moment with you
I worship the ground you walk on
I wonder why we will never work
I think of you every second of every day
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Why must it end like this
With all of out dreams thrown away
I wish you would grow up and see
That the one who really loves you is me
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Why did out relationship have to end?
Why couldn’t we just go on and be happy?
Why couldn’t we just get along?
Why did I have to mess up?
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Danielle I am sorry I messed up
I am sorry that I wasn’t what you wanted
I am sorry that we ended
I am sorry that I did most things wrong
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