This Feeling Poem by Jonathan Pendley

I have this feeling deep down in side
I have this feeling that is so hard to hide
This feeling I have hurts me every day
Its feels that you are no one cares
The one I thought cared about me doesn’t
All they do is hide
This feeling I have won’t let me cry
This feeling that I have is tearing me apart

This feeling of being away from the one I love
Hurts me so very much
This feeling that I cannot come home
Hurts me every second
This feeling that I have will not go away
I think this feeling is here to stay
The things you do give me this feeling of hurt
By telling me I am nothing but dirt
This feeling that I get when I am by your side
Seems to be the brightest thing in the night

This feeling that I get when I hold you close
Is the most wonderful feeling that I could ever boast.
This feeling I get when I look in to your eyes
Is this feeling of a big despise
Not from me to you, but from you to me
This feeling make me hurt inside
This feeling that you don’t love me
Makes me wanna cry
But this feeling will not hold my head up high
This feeling just makes me wanna die

I wish this feeling would just go away
But this feeling I have just grows stronger
With every day that passes
This feeling I have in side is making me lie
To the person whom you can tell no lies
I have lied to myself so many times
That this feeling I have is wrong
That this feeling I have is stupid
But the actions you do
Show me that this feeling is true

I wish this feeling would be proven wrong
I wish that this feeling could be long gone.
This feeling I have deep down in side
Is this feeling of wanting you
Is this feeling deep down in side from all the pain
I wish I knew where this feeling came from
But all I know is I have this feeling.