Anxiety hitting you every corner
adrenaline rushing through your blood
A craving so deep you can't hold it
Heart beating too fast as if a heart attack
...
Beneath me, I could feel it.
Such a rush, the adrenaline drowns
the capillaries of my cadaver.
Cold, rigid, moist, cobblestone.
...
Moments changed in flashes
Innocence stolen so easily
How could I be so foolish
So naive, innocent
...
You see,
I waited. I waited for you.
Just for you.
Not because I was searching,
...
As you ruthlessly fired at my ego,
In a furnace, sweat dripping down our faces.
You forgot that I was a mindless creation,
That unfortunately suffers at the expense of people like you.
...
Twenty-eight minutes at Bay 2
Freezing my last fiber
Succumbing to the thrill of all the chills
Running rampant up and down my fragile spine.
...
Woke up bound today
woke up screaming.
I almost smiled today!
but with the grim reaper,
...
In life, as it may appear, we all long for freedom. The freedom that people would freely die for. Freedom to live, to fall in love, to go on numerous ventures, and freedom to express ourselves in the most simplest of forms, however we choose to do it. These words are my diary screaming out loud. Take a leap of freedom with me.)
Revenge
Anxiety hitting you every corner
adrenaline rushing through your blood
A craving so deep you can't hold it
Heart beating too fast as if a heart attack
is right around the corner.
Every feeling about everything else in the world numbs.
Time ticks at every moment longer you have to wait.
Every breath taken, is longing more than the other.
You breathe, like it may be your last breathe.
Anticipation drips down your skin.
The thought of satisfaction,
Your body succumbs to.
The distance between satistisfaction and time
Is beyound unbearable.
You want the storm to end,
to feel heaven over you.
The climax of time
you long to hit.
Danger you challenge!
Agression to be exercised to you.
You want it all.
The sweet promises, the intimacy of a secret,
and attention as though a child-like behavior was possessed.
It's so close, the sweet taste lingers in your mouth
making your palms sweat.
You feel your stomach twist
at the thought of pleasure.
All your cells bursting at the pleasure!
Insecurities stuff your heart,
You search for love.
On your knees,
you pray the madness stops.
Smiling at the thought of revenge.