kiara o'connell Poems

i have to put on a smile for a while
i have to pretend that everythings alright
but these walls are closing in and there getting closer every night
i have to stay away from my fears
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if only things could of worked out
if only everything could be fine
but now the distance is unbareable
if only we could turn back time
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wont some1 cure my disease,
some1 put my mind on ease.
stop this heart from panicing,
stop my legs from turning to jelly and aching.
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i should of kept my mouth shut
things will never be the same again,
im sorry for what i've done to you
i know im the one to blame,
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every night i go to bed with the thought of u in my head,
every night when i close my eyes i dream of u and the time flys by,
i dream the same dream every night your holding me in your arms telling me 'everything is gonna be alright',
but then the sun comes up and the dream has to end,
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all this time i've spent with you
will soon be swept away
watching you sleep for the last time
all your gear was packed for when you have to go
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somedays u wanna scream,
somedays u wanna cry.
somedays your high on life,
somedays u wanna give up and not try.
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u were my light at the end of the tunnel
u were my world, the air that i breathe.
but now its dark and im gasping for air
why did u have to leave?
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love does the most craziest things
somedays your so happy and all u wanna do is sing,
but on the other hand love is like a bee and it leaves a sting.
somedays you get jealous and feel sad and blue,
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