I have so many emotions,
And things to say, to you.
I don’t know where to start,
Or what I will do.
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Afraid to succeed, Afraid to fail,
Afraid to do nothing, Afraid to no avail.
Afraid of fear, Ruining my life.
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I have three daughters,
They are beautiful, wish you could see.
I love them, more than life itself.
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When I think about your love, I am so scared, deep inside.
You have hurt me before, the scars I try to hide.
But, just as I look at you, and forgive you,
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As a child I never thought to be just a wife,
I had grandiose dreams, would make great strides.
A nurse, a teacher, an interior decorator,
A singer, a dancer, a writer, a wrestler.
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I feel as if I must apologize,
To the man that always stands by my side.
For causing him worry and grief,
And making his blood pressure rise.
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I miss the way you make me laugh, most often at myself.
Your cute little jokes that only you and I get… I miss you, baby.
I miss the way you talk to me, when no one can hear,
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I once thought if I loved enough,
It would make him love me too.
I thought if I could do enough,
But that was just screwed.
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If you’ve told me once
It’s been a hundred times,
You love me, won’t forsake me,
This is for all time.
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