Leonard Lee

Trust is when i believe you...
turst is when i love you..

sometimes trust is scary...
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I am as invisible as the wind...
no one knows me but they know i'm around...
they don't talk to me, they'd rather look at the ground...
soo i'm the outcast of the class...
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love you, i really do....
i would anything for you...
i never felt like this for anyone before...
knowing that this is all one sided makes my heart soo sore...
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Finally i know whats wrong! !
nothing in common for soo long...
how can i be soo blind to it...
all the disinterest-ness seems to fit...
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Wait..please don't hang up now...
it's been quite a while...
i really like to know what i've benn missing...
thoes walks in the park...
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Hello little busy bee...
always flying through the midnight breeze...
why are you still awake? ?
don't you have a bed to make? ?
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Hi how are you? how's it going?
how's your day? and what have you been doing?
all this i perpared myself saying...
but when i saw you, i've lost all words and thinking...
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How's it goanna be?
when it's you i finally see...
almost two years passed since you grace me with your presence....
i've been lost i've been down in your absence...
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As i fondle with the memories of the past.
I remembered those unbelievable crew and cast.
In a time when no one could touch us.
In a place where we all were having a blast.
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As i stand at the lowest point and ponder on the what if....
it seems that i tried my best to fall off success's cliff...
i used to..i thought i had everything right...
my life, my future was oh so bright...
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His kingdom, now in shambles...
his soul, a ramble....
what was splendor before is now gone...
what is left, a broken man, a heart torn....
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'don't worry, i'm okay'
thats what i always say...
even if i'm not...
even when my emotions are boiling hot...
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Please don't be sad...
i know you are feeling very bad...
but please take it easy...
don't make your life messy...
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why you have to do this i wonder...
you make things all soo perfect, made me fonder...
patched my heart up with your words and actions...
all this just relight my passion...
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On the 16th day of July..
You decided to change my life..
you left me drowning in a sea of pain..
all I could do was call out your name...
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Why am I in such a lonely mess? ?
I know! i tried soo hard but failed the test..
it's the test of love you see..
i've failed it, so someone eles you seek..
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wow! i never felt so alone before!
even my own family is showing me the door..
even my own is bleeding my sores..
even they are kicking me when I'm on the floor...
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Little old forgettable me..
Too unassuming for everyone to see..
I'm overlooked, talked down and forgotten...
Maybe it's me, I'm rotten
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What a boring day!
theres nothing to do and no where to play...
ohh man life should not be this way...
then again what the hell can i say?
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