I remember all the times I used to smile
All the times i jumped for joy when i was just a child
All the times I thought I was in a world of make believe
Thinking everything surrounding me thinks twice before leaving me
Sitting in my dark corner, rocking myself.
Trying to wake this dormant heart of mine.
Memories of the pain shooting across my eyes.
Pain so vivid, so deep, so real.
Lost within my words, remembering why you left.
Rage burns in my heart for reasons I cannot confess.
Thoughts in my head circulating for answers.
Pain becoming stronger, spreading deep in my soul, like cancer.
A lonely tear falls from an eye,
Not sure why its been shed.
And as it slowly trickles by,
It finds a spot to make its bed.
In its arms, I lay cold.
Holding me tightly, never to let go
of what it has captured.
Hoping to possess the spirit of thy Lost Soul