Maximus D. Redwood Poems

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1.
Two More

Two more years until
I become an adult.
I don't feel very real and it hurts.
All adults have really done for me was cause harm and—
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2.
Petals Of The Peony

Like many, many years going by, the petals of the pink peony bloom.
Loveless years.
Pinkless fears.
I wonder if this flower of love belongs to me.
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3.
Ghosts

Long forgotten, but still there.
The ghosts still linger in the back of my mind and pop up only when—
When something is familiar to them.
The ghosts, they flood my senses.
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4.
Waiting For The Thunder

I know it is coming.
It is.
The lightning has struck like your realization that—
That I am more than you, more than the chains you bound to me.
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5.
Who Am I?

I have to ask my friends who I am.
They'll have a better answer than me because—
Because I don't know who I am.
My self image flickers like a broken light
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6.
Mask

I have worn this mask for so long.
Maybe it's a part of my face now.
It feels like it.
I don't know—
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7.
Flame

Every scratch they make at me burns like a million flames in my soul.
Every scratch I have made back of them hurt them none,
As if I were just playfully patting paws on them like—
Like some cat not to be taken seriously.
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8.
Alcoholic For Attention

Attention.
Attention, I want all of it.
I know it's wrong, but I'd do anything for it.
If you give me it, my mind melts,
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9.
Comfort Me

It is lukewarm, the afterlife.
She is why.
I want Death's warm embrace to—
To take me to a place I truly belong.
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10.
Autumn's Departure

Reopening the dirty wound to—
To clean it out.
To clear the dirt and infections and orange leaves
From Autumn.
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