megan watts Poems

i am no longer the girl who sits alone
i am no longer the girl without a friend
i am no longer the girl with the knife
i am no longer the girl who looks at sorrow
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Dear god
Why do you cause me so much pain?
Or is it i that causes myself pain
All i seem to do is cry
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i often wonder what others see
when standing face to face with me
the constant joker, playing the clown
always laughing never a frown
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sometimes i cry
sometimes im fearful
sometimes i want to die
sometimes im tearful
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i cant bare it anymore
its driving me insane
how do u do it?
how do u cause me so much pain?
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i am your rock
and you are the kite
i am the anchore
and you are the ship
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if i stop breathing
what would you do
would you know
i stoped breathing because of you
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the pain, the memories and the thoughts
the pain being caused
by the thoughts, thinking of
all the memories
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you say you'll hurt yourself if i do
but im hurting myself because of you
its just more unnessacarey pain
but theres nothing to gain
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How do people get by
Hidding their emotions
Not even a tear they cry
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