Dear God Poem by megan watts

Dear god
Why do you cause me so much pain?
Or is it i that causes myself pain
All i seem to do is cry
For reasons i dont know why
Why do i cry myself to sleep?
Why do i think so deep?
Why have i scared myself so much?
Everything seems out of reach like theres nothing i can touch
Why cant i have a fairytail ending?
But on myself i keep depending
Why is my life like this?
Theres things i miss
Why havn't i got a normal life?
Why did i get out the knife?
Why wont you let this missery end?
Why dont i have the perfect life to spend?
Why wont you put everything right?
My life seems like a constant fight
Why do you put me through this and make me want to die?
Why wont you let me then? , but none of this i know so tell me why!