Michelle Asswit

I knew once those cold hands touched my chest
The grin on your voice would start looking malicious
But my blind eyes and wishful thinking
Was hoping my assumptions were fictitious
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I met a sociopath
I fell in love
He treated me like dirt
He used no glove
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Little children laugh
When they see dancing flowers
Something so simple
Will entertain them for hours
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You know who I'm reffering to
I'm talking about people like you
You live inside your shadow
Liking things other people know
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What I write is never complex
What I say has little to no affect
I used to believe I would change the world
I guess I was happier when I was a little girl
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At my desk once again
Creating scenarios in my brain
Wondering 'what if' and 'how come'
Well the hour hand strikes ten and I'm out of there
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You're face is as pale as the stars
You spend your time fixing cars
But you, don't know how much you can offer me
You go home every single day
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'Blow out the candles and make a wish'
Is what I'd hear when I think of big fish
Because of all the desires I hoped would be fulfilled
The one's that came true didn't help me deal
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I was sitting in the backseat of a moving van
Staring outside the fogged up window I saw a man
His thumb pointing to the sky waving at our van
'Dad' I tugged his shirt and told me to stop
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His hands so cold
Sent shivers down my spine
His eyes so bold
They looked right into my mind
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You thought that you could cheat me
But can you really cheat death
More then thrice
You will pay the price
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Slit my throat take out the organs and suck my blood
Watch me suffocate on the floor and observe my body shrivel up
Throw my remains
In the isolated alley way
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You feign happiness when you look at me
But I see beyond you're pretty mask
I know under the pavement are deep cracks
Cracks that create a river flowing to the ocean
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My moral compass is slowly breaking
And the direction I'm lead to is surely mistaken
Because I know my heart simply doesn't belong here
And if I'm wrong well I hope I'm forgiven
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The shadows are fading
My heart keeps on aching
The shackles getting lose
And you're here to hand me my noose
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Faces engraved on my pavement
You have long overdue'd your payment
You sold your soul to the villain
And I'm here with an empty vessel
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Accumilation of all this frustration
Of people screwing me over
One by one
They leave my life
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When my confidence was falling
You came and answered the calling
You caught it, about to shatter
But let it dropp the morning after
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Losing my voice
My face is lost in a crowd
My smiles gone to the abyss
And my head is missing it's crown
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I'm scared to be by myself
neglected by everyone else
But when I'm with other people
I have the need to flea
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