Natasha Andeyi Poems

Loving you is messing me up, never before have I been afraid of the unknown.
Not knowing how you'll feel about me the next day; whether your feelings will change or stay the same,
is killing me inside.
For how long will this last?
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I'd write you in a million words,
But that still won't be enough.
When I think I'm out of ways to describe you,
Somehow your existence reminds me of the power of your presence.
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It's always the irony.
Non-saints loathing the proclaimed sinners, breeding condemnation.
And I'm widening the irony,
wondering why the already condemned are busy condemning.
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She belongs to the streets, she is not for keeps!
Nothing worthwhile will last with her kind,
Just take a ride and hop onto the next bus,
She can't be the reality from your dreams.
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I'd be away from you physically,
And even the times I intentionally keep my distance,
You're still the feeling that takes me home,
The calming energy that sends my demons running.
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I'm sad,
This lover of mine is in love with another.
Have we met?
Maybe.
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At times I hate life for our crossed paths,
For if it weren't for them,
I'd be peacefully crushing on the new face that is just as angelic as yours.
But for these crossed paths,
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I'm a slave of a specific religion,
Not the ones of divine beings and afterlife,
But the kind that exists in human form.
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Only got you.
Nothing should break the bond you have with you,
Because when push comes to shove,
Only your Love will get you through the hurt.
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The smiles on their faces and the joys in their hearts,
Not always, but once in the often while I take credit.
The little heavens in the not so heavenly earth,
A number of times are the not so numbered strings I pulled by.
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